Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Its been a while

Its been a while i never update my blogger. Its been a year and many things changed. I am single now, and i am happy with it for now. Freedom is my excuse for me to calm down myself.

Last semester i performed badly in my academic, my gpa is lower than 2.0, and my PTPTN is hold for one year, now i need to pay the school fees for one year. I deserved it cuz i am not paying any effort all the ways but only gaming i guessed.

Now i had started my industrial training in Silverstone, well i can said the life here is not easy and not fun at all. Because they did not give much things for me to do, and i always sat at there reading some books. Until one day, my supervisor scolded me, and stopped me from reading any books, i can only see chart and do my reports. Boring right?

Tday i not feeling well, my head always dizzy, feel like vomiting, but i have no choice but continue stay at here and wait for command. Hope everything will be alright. God Bless Me.

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Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Assignment

Today ICE test, sigh, damn hard! Duno how to do properly, perform very badly...sob sob...cuz i didnt revising very well though, cant blame other people =.= ....now start to do my dynamic assignment already, blur like hell also, the questions simply giv u some pictures and asked we all to make all the assumption ourselves...what the hell, i am totally blur with it....i try my best to think about the question one, but i think mostly they will end up wrongly...haiz i really have no talent in this science field i also duno why i will choose this course which make me so headache.

This assignment i need to pass up at friday ad, so have to make it fast and done it. If not no time ad....and then next week i have one chemistry test, wow it will be a nice nightmare for me as it is the hardest among all the subjects for me i think. I really beh tahan this chemistry it make my life so complicated LOL. No choice lo who call me want to become chemical engineering =.= . Choose wrong path again so moody =.=lll......

I end up my relationship with jiayeek, my first love. Reason of breaking, because of my small gas, make her no more feeling towards me anymore. I deserved it. Thanks for giving me such a nice memoriez between us, i will remember it always. Anyway, i still love you, Lee Jia Yeek. I hope if got chance we can be together again, but not for this study years ad. I canont giv u what u want. Really, we dun understand each other enuff. I hope God can giv me another chance to chase u when i work. But i wont force u or me to change our target of life cuz of opponent, cuz loving u is let u go for ur freedom and dream, cannot be too selfish. Well, i have to be clear, and one more time, I STILL LOVE LEE JIA YEEK although i am not her boyfriend anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Papa Roach


Here today

Gone today

Hurry up and wait



I'm never there

For you or me

Can't you read

The story of our lives?



Death to me

And life for you

Something isn't right



And I need some space

To clear my head

To think about my life



And I can't be alone



I just need some space

To clear my head

To think about my life

With or without you



We fight it out

We work it out

Give me some ti-i-ime

To unwind (x 2)



I must confess

I'm falling apart

Breaking your heart

Crying with you on the phone



We're walking

On thin ice

And I hope it doesn't break



I just need some space

To clear my head

To think about my life

With or without you



We fight it out

We work it out

Give me some ti-i-ime

To unwind



We fight it out

We work it out

Give me some ti-i-ime

With or with out you



Mile by mile

We're farther apart

And it's one empty bottle

And two broken hearts



Night after night

We are falling apart

Now it's two broken bottles

And four empty hearts



Decompression

Depression period

Decompression

Depression period



Decompression

Depression period

Decompression

Depression period



And I need some space

To clear my head

To think about my life

With or without you



I'm never there

For you or me

Can't you read

The story of our lives?

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Friday, March 12, 2010

12th March 2010

Today is friday, i woke up at morning. Today i skip all classes. Too boring for me. So didnt go. Tmr is maths test. I am still slagging around. No Mood to study. No mood to think. Juz wana play game. Recently cant chat nice with her. Duno why, maybe because of far distance relationship. Not like other people, they can see each other everyday, so they can happy dating. For me, i am suck in this. I hope i can crawl over this uni life, and when i start to work maybe i can live together with her. But she told me before she will be stay at her house. So, maybe i think our chance is limited to do that already.

Sigh, i felt quite lost during this semester. Relationship and homework make me dizzy. Why sometimes i do something for her she had no sense at her. And juz said i am busy, sorry cant entertain u. WTF! I No need u to entertain me, a couple is when the other one find u, u should be happy right? Now u think that sms me is entertain me only? If u sms with me not happy at all then what is the point now? Think properly la....swt...sometimes also duno how to explain to her, when wan explain then start quarrel, wth....never giv me a chance to say for myself de meh.......

If the condition remain like this, i think i need to find some way to solve this problem ad...if not happy with me, why dun we juz break and i let u go ad....jian song will suit u more better i think since he so near u and care about u...i am juz a jerk...sien nia...everyday like dunwan dunwan chat, when chat like very pek cek...i dun like this kind of feeling lar...tired...i wan be like lsat time, but i think it is impossible ad...should i let her go? or not? maybe i should.......

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Friday, February 26, 2010

Ulcer

Well, sunday i went back to genting klang, setapak again. As my camper life begin again for a after a week of chinese new year holidays. I bought 2 bus tickets, one for me, another one for cheeyan. We went back here at morning 11.50am. At that time, my mouth is ad having some minor ulcer. But my mum gave me a chinese medicine which called "西瓜霜", so i took it and bring it to here in case it become bigger wound or what. Yes, unfortunately, it had become serious and more serious. My whole mouth, include the place under the tongue, left side whole mouth and right side too, all full with wound, i can see white wound inside my mouth and when i saw it, i was totally jam because it is toooo many ad, i cant even calculate how many wound i have there in my mouth. I try to drink as much water as possible but it seem not to recover but more and more painful. So, at the tuesday, after my heat and mass lecture class, i gave up continue my class until 4pm, its ad very painful and i really need to see a doctor.

I went back to my condominium there, and i seek for a doctor. When he asked me to open my mouth and want to check on my wound, he was like:"Omg! how come so terrible!" Even a doctor would said like this. And then he gave me some medicine and antibiotic to take in after each of my meal. The doctor suggested me to use salt and put inside some warm water mix it and use it to wash the mouth, so that the salt water can help me to kill all the bacteria inside my mouth. But everytime i use the water to wash it, my tears are coming out, Its damn painful lols.

Now ad friday, its ad pass 3 days. "I am still alive", LOL, i haven died and the ulcer seem to recover 80% already. Now my problem is, saturday i am going to have an exam, but all my notes are left behind at taiping, i already asked my mum to pass it to me with post laju, but the postman saw i am not around and take it back to the main post office station ad. I had phoned the officer and asked them to bring back my notes on saturday, but that time my exam ad finish lu lols. So lucky kong fai borrow me some of his notes and that, i can still manage to survive. Its already week 6 at my second semester and i have no mood to study at all. I had no interested in all these subjects and now i AM TOTALLY HATE MY SUBJECTS. I had made some wrong decision ad. But i guess there is no turning back.

Recently i duno why i keep say something funny to dear, now everytime when i smsed her she seem not to be welcome me. I seldom see she smile and laugh at me ad. Maybe my words had hurted her alot. I am trying my best to let u happy, but juz sometime some opinions different make us very misunderstanding and confusing. I hope dear dun always so moody towards me, i know i am wrong, and i giv u my sincerity apology. Sorry dear and please forgive me. I duno what happen to us these few days, u was like busy around, and i was like seek too much of ur love maybe? But i think we shall not have any problem, maybe i think too much. These week had caused me a lot of problem and i am tired of it. Bad week i had. Sigh.

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