Ulcer
Well, sunday i went back to genting klang, setapak again. As my camper life begin again for a after a week of chinese new year holidays. I bought 2 bus tickets, one for me, another one for cheeyan. We went back here at morning 11.50am. At that time, my mouth is ad having some minor ulcer. But my mum gave me a chinese medicine which called "西瓜霜", so i took it and bring it to here in case it become bigger wound or what. Yes, unfortunately, it had become serious and more serious. My whole mouth, include the place under the tongue, left side whole mouth and right side too, all full with wound, i can see white wound inside my mouth and when i saw it, i was totally jam because it is toooo many ad, i cant even calculate how many wound i have there in my mouth. I try to drink as much water as possible but it seem not to recover but more and more painful. So, at the tuesday, after my heat and mass lecture class, i gave up continue my class until 4pm, its ad very painful and i really need to see a doctor.
I went back to my condominium there, and i seek for a doctor. When he asked me to open my mouth and want to check on my wound, he was like:"Omg! how come so terrible!" Even a doctor would said like this. And then he gave me some medicine and antibiotic to take in after each of my meal. The doctor suggested me to use salt and put inside some warm water mix it and use it to wash the mouth, so that the salt water can help me to kill all the bacteria inside my mouth. But everytime i use the water to wash it, my tears are coming out, Its damn painful lols.
Now ad friday, its ad pass 3 days. "I am still alive", LOL, i haven died and the ulcer seem to recover 80% already. Now my problem is, saturday i am going to have an exam, but all my notes are left behind at taiping, i already asked my mum to pass it to me with post laju, but the postman saw i am not around and take it back to the main post office station ad. I had phoned the officer and asked them to bring back my notes on saturday, but that time my exam ad finish lu lols. So lucky kong fai borrow me some of his notes and that, i can still manage to survive. Its already week 6 at my second semester and i have no mood to study at all. I had no interested in all these subjects and now i AM TOTALLY HATE MY SUBJECTS. I had made some wrong decision ad. But i guess there is no turning back.
Recently i duno why i keep say something funny to dear, now everytime when i smsed her she seem not to be welcome me. I seldom see she smile and laugh at me ad. Maybe my words had hurted her alot. I am trying my best to let u happy, but juz sometime some opinions different make us very misunderstanding and confusing. I hope dear dun always so moody towards me, i know i am wrong, and i giv u my sincerity apology. Sorry dear and please forgive me. I duno what happen to us these few days, u was like busy around, and i was like seek too much of ur love maybe? But i think we shall not have any problem, maybe i think too much. These week had caused me a lot of problem and i am tired of it. Bad week i had. Sigh.
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