My feelings

This few weeks, i really in a blur situation, everyday repeat the same topic, same style, same life...waiting someone to open a topic for me to start of, in the end, she only said if you have nothing to say about please just close the phone and sleep. Hahaha, it was so criticism...i phoned and i was asked to close phone just because i have no topic, 2 people brains, one squeeze until the brain dry also cant find a nice one so waiting for another who have fresh mind to start it. I duno the reason...because of tired so that you dunwan to begin to think about it? In the end, once and once again, our chat never last for 30 mins, even her birthday, she spend whole day with her friends just without me, you can forget about me just like that.

I know the place we stay is far, somehow i try my best to make some topic everyday so that we can chat. You always said u are tired, but whenever i called you i can heard that you chat with ur friends with amazing energy, and chat with me like a died person. Isit so suffering? I asked you something about ur life, u said if i know it it also wont change anything, dun u refuse to answer me just a simply question, so funny isit? If u find that u are lazy to communicate anymore why dun u just speak it out? I called u and asked u why u become like that, u said u didnt. But ur action ad tell me so? I am in a blur situation. Well, u said u are tired, u just sms me one second before, then i quickly call u last night, u didnt answer my phone, today morning u told me that u fall asleep? WTF!? U can sms right away one second u fall asleep!? DUN CHEAT ME LIKE A STUPID KID!!!!

U always said i think too much? Well i dun really think so, see ur style of typing message to me at now compare to last time, i laughed at myself. My existent for you means nothing isit? I asked u so many things and so many questions, what respond u give me? " 随便你怎么认为~“ that mean u dun even care about it right? U dun care what i feel and u dun care me got find u or not...finally now i realise it... IF U THINK U ARE SO BORED OF BEING WITH ME WHY DUN WE JUST END IT!!!!!!!!!! DAMN IT!