Week 12

This week i was having english for engineering presentation on article review, on tuesday, besides that, mathematics for engineering have its test II on wednesday too. So, i plan not to focus too much on my english presentation, but on mathematics. I wrote down my speech during saturday night ad, however, i cannot find it at here, so i rewrote again, after i finished writing, now only i found the original papers. Damn it, waste my time and mental thinking. At that presentation day, i wear my formal trousers and shoe with my cloth inside the bag, cuz my presentation is at evening, but i have to go to school early in the morning. That why i choose not to wear it first, if not sure sweat a lot.

During the presentation, everybody have to speak at least 4.5 minutes, well, at first, i struggled very hard to talk very slow, keep dragging, hope can drag over the 4.5 minutes, HOWEVER! I Cannot! while a few seconds i jam there, quickly i turn to the other pages and grab some rubbish opinion keep talking and repeating, "Ting!" Yeah! the bell rang, i passed ad! haha...our team has 3 members, me, Shao tat, and hou jo. Shao tat and me passed the presentation but hou jo had too less points to talk about and scolded by teacher, and he had to repeat his speech again, shao tat gave him our original article, hou jo also drag his points by using the original one. Finally, he succeeded. Very pity him cuz he is sick, still need to do so many things. There are more and more people falling sick nowdays, and our cases of H1N1 are increasing sharply! Our death cases are the 4 times of world death record! How COME! STUPID MALAYSIA GOVERNMENT!

This night, i suddenly became very crazy when talking in phone with you. Actually i dunwan remind those problems that we cannot solved for you. But my itchy mouth always want to say about that, maybe because i still dun understand why u dunwan to come. Well, my acting is like a children, so childish.. why i keep to remind myself those problems which ad become a reality and we have to face it but not run away from it. I just hope that u can find some way to satisfied me, but not everytime scold me when we quarrel or act cold to me. I dunwan that, well i cannot force someone changed her characteristic just for the others else, i know it was very stubborn but i still do it. That night i said if tomorrow morning i haven sms back you mean we are gone ad, now rewind back the act, i am so childish, it will never become a reality, cuz midnight i ad sms u back and u also replied me. Yeek, sorry for my action...really sorry...

The mathematics test II at wednesday, i never do any exercise but only read through the formula and example only, not even tutorial questions, haha, in the end, very good, most of the part of the questions i did not know how to solve, even i know the solution very clearly, i stopped half way, why? because my mind is blank, duno why i cannot recall anything at that moment, mistakes and foolish mind spilled around the papers and after one hours, i have confident in 2 simply questions only, others all i am very bad bad bad bad done. Chee yan told me everyone also duno how to do, well, isit others cannot do me also sure canot do? i asked myself, NO! if everybody eat shit me also need eat shit? Its all my fault that i take the tests too lightly recently! Maybe this is the situation at the final exam if i still dunwan take some action! The paper had become a history, i have no choice but to leave it.

Friday is our static assignment deadline, chee yan, kong fai and me have to rush the assignment at wednesday, that mean after the maths test. Well, my static is poor, and chee yan has the better mind of it. If tell me to draw a FBD, free body diagram, i sure will jam there, or take a lot of time, or even spending half life to do a wrong answer. Kong fai ad typed the things inside his computer, whole night i can only watching youtube, playing games, and finally, help chee yan draw again his diagram as his handwriting is very terrible. Useless guy of me.....I like a leech leeching inside the team..FUCK!

For PTPTN, i had passed up my form and information at Monday, there are so many students inside the lecture hall, and there are so few PTPTN stuff, we took very time only get our turn, first reason, some brainless people keep "poke the line"...squeeze inside the line and we forever stand at our position cannot move forwards, the PTPTN stuff is very slow and stubborn, this canont that cannot, ggrrrr, stupid government. Almost 4 hours we lined up there only we can pass our forms. Hopefully i can get it, then my parents wont spend so money on me if any emergency happend PTPTN always act as a backup.

I think i should end my story here first. The picture is Shao Tat and Hou Jo, the 2 guys i mentioned above. Took after the english presentation.